mmm yeah

[_pink_underwear]

right now I'm really lonely.  I need someone to be with.  It doesn't have to be the "one" but it has to be someone who will want to make me happy for now.    In the past I would just tell myself that I dont need a boy to depend on and I can provide all that I need myself.  Thats a huge lie.  And I need to stop lying to myself.

I dont want to be set up with boys or anything like that.  I just want to meet Mr. Right For Now by myself.  I really hope he comes.