Trouble Breathing-Alkaline Trio
"Trouble Breathing"
you told me that you want to die.
i said i've been there myself more than a few times.
and i go back every once in a while.
you called me lucky, you... you called me lucky.
you said tonight is a wonderful night to die.
i asked you how you could tell, you told me to look at the sky.
look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are.
it's one or another. between a rope and a bottle.
i can tell you're having trouble breathing,
cause you'll never be o.k.,
you'll never be o.k.
you'll always be in pain.
you'll always feel this way.
cause things they never work out right
the wrong way, the lonely way.
you'll always be in pain.
you told me that the daylight burned you
and that the sunrise was enough to kill you.
i said maybe you're a vampire.
you said it's quite possible, i feel truly dead inside.
it's one or another. between a rope and a bottle.
i can tell you're having trouble breathing, cause you'll never be o.k.,
you'll never be o.k.
you'll always be in pain.
you'll always feel this way.
cause things they never work out right
the wrong way, the lonely way.
you'll always be in pain.
don't forget to let your life rot you inside out.
don't forget to let your life rot you inside out.
don't forget to let your life rot you inside out.
so, pretty much everything just went to hell last night with Buzby...I doubt things will bounce back either...we both said a lot of things, and I think we meant all of them. at least I know I did.
things are going well with Eric (for those of you who know what I'm talking about...)
Blood Brothers on Friday at WOW with Jazzy, Emily, Eric, and Ben...and I think Emily's boyfriend is going too....
then! Saturday is Floater!!! and Jazzy's mom finally said yes to letting her go! so I'll have someone there who actually wants to see me. cuz, let's face it, not many of you do anymore, and if you do, I can't tell...
I'm super super sick...and it sucks. I hate coughing...my whole body hurts from how hard I've been coughing....
bah...off to get ready for school....