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You know.. when you want one thing in the world more than anything else you have ever wanted in your life.. why is it that you can't have it?
I don't feel loved anymore. At all. I feel like I am being used by so many different people. I just want what I used to have. I want it all back. I want everything to be perfect, to have the perfect relationship, to have so much love around me I could just die. It just has to be the best feeling in the world.