I wanna know what it takes.. I'll do anything
Spring Break was pretty good.. I stayed at home and kinda got bored sometimes. But I got to hang out with three people all week that I absolutely love hanging out with.. just not sure if some of them feel the same way.
I really hate school and it makes me want to kill myself. I am not looking forward to going back tomorrow for any reason at all. I still haven't done like half of my homework and my grades suck. So maybe not having a job right now is good for me. I'm starting to feel kind of lonely though.. like I could just go crazy at any minute now. I wish I could be open about my feelings and say things that I really want to say.. but I am just too scared. I'm scared of the reaction and knowing that the actual truth could be something bad and something I don't want to hear.. so I'm scared to risk my feelings and take the chance. Whatever though.. I am just being dramatic.
I want to know what you are thinking....