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I'm assuming that whatever happened to me, and the rest of the students falling asleep, was his fault. Because that was not natural.
I don't know what everyone else saw, but what I saw...well, it was very real to me, and it was...horrible. A mixture of memory and regret... and fear of what might happen. I refuse to let that happen. Was this supposed to weaken us? Was that supposed to make me want to give up to him?
I almost did. But something stopped me. I wanted to leave, because I didn't want to do...what I'd done while I was sleeping. It took me a long time to realize that what had happened wasn't real, and that I hadn't... Hn. I think Prithivi stopped me. I don't understand her.
I don't know what everyone else saw, but what I saw...well, it was very real to me, and it was...horrible. A mixture of memory and regret... and fear of what might happen. I refuse to let that happen. Was this supposed to weaken us? Was that supposed to make me want to give up to him?
I almost did. But something stopped me. I wanted to leave, because I didn't want to do...what I'd done while I was sleeping. It took me a long time to realize that what had happened wasn't real, and that I hadn't... Hn. I think Prithivi stopped me. I don't understand her.