..::There is no true happiness in life. there's only dispare and sorrow::..
damn...i need to update alot more. ok, this is basically waht's been crakin in my life since my last update. Saturday was my mommie's wedding- suked ass for 2 reasons. 1) cut my chin with a knife so i had a cut on my chin in all the pics...2) I FRIGGIN JUST ABOUT PASSED OUT!. no one told me that i wasn't supposed to not lok my knees...lol, hahaa. well..after that, we went to the reception at this Walter Payton Place, and all of the older people were dancin with their girlfriends, and husband and wife and all that....i felt really lonely and alone and i really wanted this one person to be there. i guess it was just the mood of the place. anyway! ya, i slept over at my grandma's house. I WENT TO CHURCH AT 6 IN THE MORNING. i never go to church, and the day i do...WE SANG! it was just like chorus, hahaha. Nothin great has been goin on this week at school...except me and dana are gettin to know eachother a bit better and all that. *not gonna say anymore. :)* i think she's gettin pissed cuz i havn't kissed her yet, haha. i'm really slow in relationships...aaah, damn me and my slowness, lol. hmmmmm. all week i've been fukin around...we went to a field trip yesterday, and at portillos ((lunch)), my friends put a penny in my cheeseburger and i ate it...i still feel a bit sik about it..NO MORE ON THIS SUBJECT. HAHAHa. today i was supposed to go for my english speech, but i ditched...it's all good, hahah. well. this weekend, i'm plannin to do some stuff with my baaaabe (Dana) since we don't hang out too much, do hw, and soccer. basically most of my weekend. ...:::i have the weirdest feeling that life is gonna fall apart and go back to hell preeettty soon. i can't sleep until i figure it out.:::...- my inner thoughts...