I never knew it was so fukin hard to be happy
hahaha. yeaaaaa so. what's been crackin lately....hmm. lets c. i'm gettin into the quarter, and we're gettin our homework again in school, but it's not due until monday...past the weekend, so i really havn't been doing my homework. There has been this one thing...or should i say great person who has been in my life and on my mind for the past week. But there's always something that complicates the fuck out of it all. I know i bych about my life and how shitty it is every single time i update, cuz it seems like my life is always hell...but there's always just this one thing that's always nagging at me, and it's bigger than ever...Probably only one person actually knows what i mean right now, but, who cares, cuz this my entry and i'll write what i want byches!!! hahaha. jp. i love you all...not really, lol. but ya. I have these mixed feelings and all this, and then there's the one thing that could make my life so great and happy...I'm not sure if i should do what my heart is tellin me to do, but my mind is telling me something different...I'm also confused on how she would actually like someone like me....she usually doesn't like white guys....especially ones like me. only my close friends know what i means....and a clue for all you out there....it's my physical appearance....yah.....no comments on that plz. if you know what i'm talking about....but, right now. i feel lost between to people, and i wish i could just live in one permenently, but everything always has to come back and kik me in the ass....
TODAY::::Anyways, i went to the park today with sumair and met up with dana and sumo later on....as sumair says "Mark ur a beast at goalie!" lol. i thought it was soo much fun. me and him were practicin and stuff...then dana and sumo came, and we bombarded them with our axe...exact quote "Get away! we don't wanna smell like men!" lmfao. well. then we went to the park and had a woodchip fight! omfg. hahaha. dana throws them things hard as hell! when i had 2 go. we were walkin to the car, and sumo kiks sumi's backpack and launches his phone 15 up!!!! and it broke into like 10 pieces and still worked!!! haha....then later...i was watchin blue collar Tv tonight, and it's the funniest show i have almost ever seen in my life. lol....OMFG. 2mrow is friday right...any of you who want to come to my house and play soccer at white eagle elementary...call me, talk to me, or sumair, and i'm tryin to get a soccer game goin!!!~~~that's all for now....soccer is a beast..not as great as football tho...sorry all you soccer lovers, lol
...:::My lyrics by the way...."you're, a freak, you're just descrete, shorty cuz i want you....":::....:::That remind me of her...lol, cuz she's so damn quiet! hahaha. i think it's kinda funny:::...