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Today was really rather boring. I am SO glad I'm going to move in soon otherwise I am going to drive myself crazy. I need something to do with myself so I don't think about other things.
I woke up at like 11 and did some laundry. I really own wayyy too many clothes, and the sad part is I actually wear them and I keep buying more. I put in a MASSIVE load and then got online and read about the people down in New Orleans and Mississippi and felt so incredibly guilty for having so much. I don't generally take a whole lot for granted, I appreciate all that I have, but some things are so basic in m life that I forget sometimes that its a blessing.
Anyways. Then I went into Gtown and bought a pair of shoes and a messenger bag for school. I LOVE the bag. It totally made my day, in kinda a weird way. Little things make me happy. Then I picked up the boys from school and came back home, at which time Mom informed me that the family was going out to eat tonight because it was kinda my last night at home (I'm working tomorrow night). I think Mom is gonna have a really hard time. I am too. This is completely different...I guess I am starting to get nervous. But not about college, or my specific experience at Transy, but more about how I'm actually an adult now- I'm so completely close with my parents and I don't wanna leave :( I love them and I'm gonna miss them. I don't want our relationship to change from now on. I hope it stays the same, or as close as possible.
Anyways, then we went to WALMART. Like everyone else in the world, apparently. And we bought a printer for me and I bought both or Brand New's CDs cause I lost one and I wanted the other one. I CAN'T BELIEVE I LOST ALL MY CDS. Makes me angry.
Anyways thats all. I need to get to school so I don't worry myself to death before going to bed every night. Its killing me.
I woke up at like 11 and did some laundry. I really own wayyy too many clothes, and the sad part is I actually wear them and I keep buying more. I put in a MASSIVE load and then got online and read about the people down in New Orleans and Mississippi and felt so incredibly guilty for having so much. I don't generally take a whole lot for granted, I appreciate all that I have, but some things are so basic in m life that I forget sometimes that its a blessing.
Anyways. Then I went into Gtown and bought a pair of shoes and a messenger bag for school. I LOVE the bag. It totally made my day, in kinda a weird way. Little things make me happy. Then I picked up the boys from school and came back home, at which time Mom informed me that the family was going out to eat tonight because it was kinda my last night at home (I'm working tomorrow night). I think Mom is gonna have a really hard time. I am too. This is completely different...I guess I am starting to get nervous. But not about college, or my specific experience at Transy, but more about how I'm actually an adult now- I'm so completely close with my parents and I don't wanna leave :( I love them and I'm gonna miss them. I don't want our relationship to change from now on. I hope it stays the same, or as close as possible.
Anyways, then we went to WALMART. Like everyone else in the world, apparently. And we bought a printer for me and I bought both or Brand New's CDs cause I lost one and I wanted the other one. I CAN'T BELIEVE I LOST ALL MY CDS. Makes me angry.
Anyways thats all. I need to get to school so I don't worry myself to death before going to bed every night. Its killing me.