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So much to type- so little energy and motivation to do it with. Better do it quick before my resolution dissolves or my ADD kicks in and I see something more interesting on the television.
Its been embarrasingly long since I updated. I had no problem doing it while I was in school. I guess cause I was kinda in a routine, and I made lj-ing part of that routine. Summer, however, does not permit routines and my updating has thus suffered. Kinda sucks cause I find it therapeutic.
ANYWAYS. Exciting day. I bought stuff for college today. Boring stuff though- pillows and mattress pads, eggcrate, shower caddy thing, lighted mirror, more pillows, and a candy bar. Mwa ha ha. Not taking the candy bar to college though. I ate that. I needed the chocolate after all that shopping though; for some reason all the decisions gave me a headache and started to stress me out. It could be because I was spending obscene amounts of my own money on less-than-exciting stuff. Or-and this is more likely- it could be because I was suddenly required to make about 259849852 decisions when, or a normal day, I limit my decision-making to which clothes I should wear and whether I will wear my hair curly or straight. Either way, I didn't entirely enjoy shopping today, which is kind of a new sensation.
We got back from the cruise on Saturday night. That was fun. Not particularly interesting, although I did get black-market hair braids and this drunk guy asked my brother if he could make out with me. Ew. It was very relaxing though- I got to spend time with my family and thats always nice. I'm gonna miss them.
And before that was Warped Tour. Tons of fun as usual. Not as good music wise as last year, although the company was considerably improved, being that Brad wasn't with us. Hah. Regarding Brad, most people think I'm insensitive. They're probably right. But I think he screwed me up and I could care less if I'm sensitive or not. However, THAT is a story for another day.
And now, the list of things I've learned in the past few weeks:
1. Chase is stupid.
2. But I miss him.
3. I have self esteem issues that are too deep for me to fix.
4. I have a hard time being a super supportive friend.
5. Sun + no sunscreen + all day outside = one hell of a peeling sunburn
I'm sure there's more but they can't have been that important, I've forgotten them.
Adios.
Its been embarrasingly long since I updated. I had no problem doing it while I was in school. I guess cause I was kinda in a routine, and I made lj-ing part of that routine. Summer, however, does not permit routines and my updating has thus suffered. Kinda sucks cause I find it therapeutic.
ANYWAYS. Exciting day. I bought stuff for college today. Boring stuff though- pillows and mattress pads, eggcrate, shower caddy thing, lighted mirror, more pillows, and a candy bar. Mwa ha ha. Not taking the candy bar to college though. I ate that. I needed the chocolate after all that shopping though; for some reason all the decisions gave me a headache and started to stress me out. It could be because I was spending obscene amounts of my own money on less-than-exciting stuff. Or-and this is more likely- it could be because I was suddenly required to make about 259849852 decisions when, or a normal day, I limit my decision-making to which clothes I should wear and whether I will wear my hair curly or straight. Either way, I didn't entirely enjoy shopping today, which is kind of a new sensation.
We got back from the cruise on Saturday night. That was fun. Not particularly interesting, although I did get black-market hair braids and this drunk guy asked my brother if he could make out with me. Ew. It was very relaxing though- I got to spend time with my family and thats always nice. I'm gonna miss them.
And before that was Warped Tour. Tons of fun as usual. Not as good music wise as last year, although the company was considerably improved, being that Brad wasn't with us. Hah. Regarding Brad, most people think I'm insensitive. They're probably right. But I think he screwed me up and I could care less if I'm sensitive or not. However, THAT is a story for another day.
And now, the list of things I've learned in the past few weeks:
1. Chase is stupid.
2. But I miss him.
3. I have self esteem issues that are too deep for me to fix.
4. I have a hard time being a super supportive friend.
5. Sun + no sunscreen + all day outside = one hell of a peeling sunburn
I'm sure there's more but they can't have been that important, I've forgotten them.
Adios.