Feb 22, 2006 22:30
Theres so many things I don't understand.
Like why is it when I put myself before anyone else I'm concidered a fucking bitch?
And why do we say best friends are forever yet no one knows how long forever is? Cause obviously forever has a end.
Also why is it people say "Think before you act" Why regret anything? I mean with out mistakes we wouldnt learn right?
I also don't know why we have to be "Mature" about things when were only 16 which our only problem is who stole whos boyfriend? Like seriously my dad is 50 something and he's not even mature. I really don't think there is a point for me to be mature when I dont have a job or kids? I'm 16 man not 30.
I always hear "High school will be the best 4 years of your life" Yet so far it's been the worst.
And don't call me dramatic cause untill you walk a mile or two in my shoes no one will understand.
I just seriously want to slap everyone for telling me these things. But yet without them I wouldnt realize how important it is to put yourself before anyone else, yea cause bitches come and go. I have yet to meet anyone ive concidered a "best friend" stay a best friend.
I guess if standing up to what I belive in makes me a bitch well then I guess I am a major bitch?
Anyways on a lighter note I'm getting my tounge periced friday with Jayleen.
&& I also got a new screen name
Naty can RAKATA
Oh and I got rid of text on my cell so I can have caller ID :]