Been a while

[_phoenixxx_84]

But this is the most private journal I have. Sooooo...Its not msn space anymore, its crappy new facebook lol
Right now = not happy
Life is fucked and so much stupid shit i have bee through in my life sucks ass
it could be so much worse i know that
i have a lot to be grateful for
i know that
but still
if i could start all over again
from birth even
i would
if i could go back to grade 8 or 9, thats about when i figure i started making choices that ultimately lead me where i am right now, typing this at 2:43 am, unhappy
i cant even fix some of this shit, it sucks
permanently fucking somethings up
sucks
i wish
i could start
over again