Dear Alex
Dear Alex.
I am so goddamn sorry I am such a bitch.
And I mean this in all seriousness, so keep reading it.
I didn't mean to be mean to you, I just don't know how else to act.
Ask past present and future, they will vouch for me that I am in no way good with dealing with certain situations, the subject of this being one of them.
And my posts and such were mean because I didn't want to feel as terribly as I do about myself.
But I deserve it.
You are one of the nicest people I have ever met, and I am really sorry I wasn't completely honest with you.
And you can't hate Colin, because it wasn't his fault in any way, shape or form.
It was all mine, and I really hope you can forgive me.
I know I am one of the worst people you have ever met, but I am sorry.
So sorry.
I am so goddamn sorry I am such a bitch.
And I mean this in all seriousness, so keep reading it.
I didn't mean to be mean to you, I just don't know how else to act.
Ask past present and future, they will vouch for me that I am in no way good with dealing with certain situations, the subject of this being one of them.
And my posts and such were mean because I didn't want to feel as terribly as I do about myself.
But I deserve it.
You are one of the nicest people I have ever met, and I am really sorry I wasn't completely honest with you.
And you can't hate Colin, because it wasn't his fault in any way, shape or form.
It was all mine, and I really hope you can forgive me.
I know I am one of the worst people you have ever met, but I am sorry.
So sorry.