pwned
fucking shit
fuck
well im back in school
tired of it
tired of work
tired of everything
thanksgiving is such a tease to such a beautiful time
home
family
friends
becky
had a great week, last week
back to the old ways of eating alot
man iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii really need to start working out again
its just so hard to commit with all the stuff i have to do
or dont do
w/e
fuck it
i got back saturday night pretty late
chicago is huge
really need to visit that sometime
i wanna go visit a ski resort
with becky
that'd be nice
suuuupernaturale
funderale
pooperale
gingerale
the holiday. haha. if you read this
i seriously wanna buy that jacket
FYUUUKKK
but it costs wayyy too much
hopefully its a phase and just passes
or i just forget about it
i really wanna get a lip ring
i think it would look sooo0o0o bad ass
w/e
im too much of a pussy
i think the main thing that would hold me back is what beckys mom would think of it
i know my mom wouldnt really mind
like she would throw a hissy fit for a while
but then shell stop
now that me and sam are older we get a way with so much
i find it funny how sam is confused by this new found freedom
i felt so bad that there was such a double standard for her back home
but then again i would not want her to be out late
id worry too much
why do i do it
maybe im sadistic
at least im changing my ways
its been so long since ive drank
i feel weird being around when people are drinking or drunk
its so childish to me now
its still funny
hahah
but i almost puke at the taste of it now
i dont know if its time
or guilt
all in all i think its good that i dont anymore
i still wanna drink wine when i get older
wine cellar would be so0o0o awesome
most definitely
finderelli