Blog whore.
I am utterly, totally AND completely a blog whore hard.
I got this, I rant constantly on facebook, and then i have my www.blogspot.com/pherrenisanemotard one.
Does this make me cool? Tee hee. I want a sex and the city-ish column blog. That would be hardcore. CSI is on right now. I love that show, but Im not watching it. Grey's is on tonite, NEW episode. But i don't want to watch it. I want to watch Sex and the City!!! But ive seen every damn episode, except for the last three which i could watch right now and then it would ALL BE OVER.
I am super duper completely sick of wanting what i can't have. Like right now, Im in school, Im doing awesome, great yay for me, its what i ALWAYS WANTED. I was so miserable cuz i didnt know what i wanted to do with my life. Now, that I am on a track, I feel confined. Like my life is on hold while Im getting in on track. DOES THAT MAKE SENSE? not likely. Maybe for some, haha. Anyways. so my life is on track in terms of education. In the love dept... not so much. I got a huge preview of EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED, and then messed it all up and let it all get away. So now i am my usual lonely self, lmao, minus one best friend. (Luckily, I still have others). Another thing i wanted, was out of this house. And that I am going to be, at the end of the month. But oh, captain complain (thats me) doesn't want to move out, cuz I will be going to my dad's and I decided thats too far out and I am going to be lonely and miserable (Oi to more blogging when i move there, haha) Hmm.. I wanted to not have a job and relax. Now I am poor. Getting awesome grades, but poor as a.... well, something real poor. I would love an extremely high paying job that would allow me to have a life AND be able to live on my own DOWNTOWN and not at my dad's. That would be nice. And would allow me not to have lots of hours and still make tonnes. Im only in my first year of this program, and though I love it, especially my placement right now, it makes me feel so tied down. I don't want to live the Chatham life and date the Chatham boys and go to the Chatham bars and Chatham resturant anymore. And here I am confined for 2 more years. I NEED a liscense.
I got this, I rant constantly on facebook, and then i have my www.blogspot.com/pherrenisanemotard one.
Does this make me cool? Tee hee. I want a sex and the city-ish column blog. That would be hardcore. CSI is on right now. I love that show, but Im not watching it. Grey's is on tonite, NEW episode. But i don't want to watch it. I want to watch Sex and the City!!! But ive seen every damn episode, except for the last three which i could watch right now and then it would ALL BE OVER.
I am super duper completely sick of wanting what i can't have. Like right now, Im in school, Im doing awesome, great yay for me, its what i ALWAYS WANTED. I was so miserable cuz i didnt know what i wanted to do with my life. Now, that I am on a track, I feel confined. Like my life is on hold while Im getting in on track. DOES THAT MAKE SENSE? not likely. Maybe for some, haha. Anyways. so my life is on track in terms of education. In the love dept... not so much. I got a huge preview of EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED, and then messed it all up and let it all get away. So now i am my usual lonely self, lmao, minus one best friend. (Luckily, I still have others). Another thing i wanted, was out of this house. And that I am going to be, at the end of the month. But oh, captain complain (thats me) doesn't want to move out, cuz I will be going to my dad's and I decided thats too far out and I am going to be lonely and miserable (Oi to more blogging when i move there, haha) Hmm.. I wanted to not have a job and relax. Now I am poor. Getting awesome grades, but poor as a.... well, something real poor. I would love an extremely high paying job that would allow me to have a life AND be able to live on my own DOWNTOWN and not at my dad's. That would be nice. And would allow me not to have lots of hours and still make tonnes. Im only in my first year of this program, and though I love it, especially my placement right now, it makes me feel so tied down. I don't want to live the Chatham life and date the Chatham boys and go to the Chatham bars and Chatham resturant anymore. And here I am confined for 2 more years. I NEED a liscense.