Jan 29, 2007 00:46
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Fucking Travis. I am so done with this. I WAS done with this, then he had to go and piss me off. He was someone i liked sooo much... now I dont anymore but i just want to be his friend and keep in touch. Is that so much to ask??? Seriously. I dont know what his deal is, its like he has something against me. I never did anything but like him. Yeah he hurt me once and we talked about it , and hell ya it was shitty but it started me in the whole getting over it process, and i am over it, and then he went all sappy ass on me again, and i almost gave it but nope, ive been fine! After my trip, i got COMPLETELY over it. He said one thing that tugged at my heart a lil but i got through it fine. I JUST WANT TO BE HIS FUCKING FRIEND!!! I wanna go to Victoria again some day, cuz I love the town, and when i do go, i want to be his friend. Is that so much to fucking ask.
Fuck everything of that nature, i hate it all. I dont even know what im suppossed to do at this point. I am down with Love. Fuck relationships and everyone in them.
(ok that was harsh, and not true, i love you misscarpenter, but im bitter)