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[_persephone_]

Yeah, I'm alive, or something somewhat like that. I've had no enterest in spending any energy anywhere near livejournal for the last few months, but here I am - again. Speaking of it with another the other day got me to thinking that there's a chance I might miss it. I do - - and I don't. I still don't want to keep a continuous record of any unhappyness in my life, nor am I ready to risk getting into all the coolness of it either. Afraid of the jinx, if you know what I mean. Spout off about things going well and catch the attention of LadyBadLuck. However, I miss the interraction that comes with being an active part of the LJ "community". I got bored with taking the goofy-inane little quizzes and posting the results. What can I say? There's just no way to be pleased. I logged in today and read back over about the last 40 entries I posted. Thought, "I should post something just to keep an update of how I change as time passes. Even if the changes are barely noticable." I'm still in steady employment working for that law firm I started up with a few months ago. S - l - o - w - l - y pulling myself out of the financial danger zone. But it's been hard and tedious. I make three steps forward and one step back over and over. At least it's better than 1 step forward and 4 steps back the way I had been going for several months. My personal life is well, personal. I do want to remind the masses that I abhore dealing with immature inane drama. No matter how much others may see me as being an element of it, I won't waste my time with it. I don't have any tme for trying to fix it and basically don't care. I care about the well-being of friends and family when the issues actually matter and not about whether or not someone doesn't like events going down in my life that having nothing to do with them. I'm saying something about it now, informing any potential instigators, because I want to prevent anything from even remotely being an issue at all EVER. I'll never bring it up again. If it's brought up to me I'll refuse to respond and if that can't be excepted with respect I'll cut the conversation off completely. If it's ever brought up again by the same person, I'll cut them off completely. I'm not trying to be unfeeling or mean, but as an adult I won't settle for anything less than a mature reaction. That's it, end of story.

I'm hanging out at Diana's and Sam's right now. This has been a good weekend.