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Sep 01, 2003 23:36

When you're hungry, it's like a hole in your stomach; a big, cold, empty hole. It hurts. You can't think about anything else. I hate it. Daddy didn't do anything about it. I didn't know where Mommy was. Daddy was crying, I think. It's funny when grown-ups cry. I think he was crying because we were hungry.

We aren't hungry anymore, now, but...I woke up in an strange place, in a strange bed, with a strange lady, and Daddy wasn't there.

Um.

I hadn't seen Mommy in a long time. I'd missed her. So, I asked Ully where she was, 'cause Ully always knows stuff like that.

Ully said she was gone Forever.

I can't believe Forever. Forever is too big to fit into my head. She's can't be gone Forever.

I'll do anything, ok? I'll be good. I won't cry, and I won't bite, and...I won't chew my foot, ever, not ever, just please come back. I don't know what I did bad, but I won't ever do it again, just...please, come back. Forever is too big.
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