Well.... I don't know what to say. I've been telling you for months that I've always been here for you no matter what. But you seem to just brush that off as well. I finally stood up for my decisions and thoughts too and this is what happens? I don't know. But I'm disappointed that you only realize how good your friends are to you when things have gone all wrong. Just as you said with Stephen... I've always been there for you to listen to what's wrong to tell you everything's going to be ok, even when things got tough. For 10 years Amy and I feel like you just pushed me aside because you didn't like what I had to say.
I've been trying to slowly get some kind of response out of you. I've sent you comments, I told you I'd take pictures of your tattoo for you. But repairing a friendship takes two.
I talk about you constantly to my new boyfriend Tony. And how you and I used to do this and you and I used to do that, and I miss it Amy. When things went wrong with Tommy and Zeke and Stephen and Stephanie and Megan waaaayyyyy back when you found it in your heart to realize that was then and this is now and to be ok with them again. But I feel like despite our past as friends you don't seem the least bit interested in looking to make our friendship ok again. I've been saving the Malibu you gave me... so that I don't know, maybe we could have our Peace Treaty Drink.
I've always been here Amy, and I wish you would open your eyes. You're still my best friend in my eyes, and no one can ever replace you. I miss hanging out with you and getting our snow cones. I miss driving past the golf course with you and the windows being down. I don't know if you miss being my friend too...
I don't know what else to say except that I wish you would take one step in this with me. And not away from me with "sorry but things are too different" or anything like that. Because we both know sometimes things need to change and maybe that's just what needed to happen.
I've always been there for you to listen to what's wrong to tell you everything's going to be ok, even when things got tough. For 10 years Amy and I feel like you just pushed me aside because you didn't like what I had to say.
I've been trying to slowly get some kind of response out of you. I've sent you comments, I told you I'd take pictures of your tattoo for you. But repairing a friendship takes two.
I talk about you constantly to my new boyfriend Tony. And how you and I used to do this and you and I used to do that, and I miss it Amy. When things went wrong with Tommy and Zeke and Stephen and Stephanie and Megan waaaayyyyy back when you found it in your heart to realize that was then and this is now and to be ok with them again. But I feel like despite our past as friends you don't seem the least bit interested in looking to make our friendship ok again. I've been saving the Malibu you gave me... so that I don't know, maybe we could have our Peace Treaty Drink.
I've always been here Amy, and I wish you would open your eyes. You're still my best friend in my eyes, and no one can ever replace you. I miss hanging out with you and getting our snow cones. I miss driving past the golf course with you and the windows being down.
I don't know if you miss being my friend too...
I don't know what else to say except that I wish you would take one step in this with me. And not away from me with "sorry but things are too different" or anything like that. Because we both know sometimes things need to change and maybe that's just what needed to happen.
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