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[_peachypear]

one day i fucking love my dad and he is like the nicest thing in the world. and then the next minute he starts goin off on me yelling at me and makeing me cry and sad for something i didnt even do. i am so fucking sick if it..i dont even kno wut i did to him to make him mad at me. all i was doin was looking online and stuff at this web site and then he comes up and he starts screaming at me for shit that i didnt do. and then he calls me and he is like i am sorry for goin off on u. and i really dont think that he is but w/e i will live on. i don need him and all that bull that he puts me through in my life. o yea and then he goes its u and ur mom that make me feel like the bad guy and i was like wtf i didnt even say enthing about him being the bad guy. it just that he always thinks that he is right and thinks that he can just yell at me and put me down like that for no good reason. W/E. and at the same i time i love him to deat ad i dont kno wu i would ever do w/o him. and i kno that we will go through fights but i can let it get to me cuz one day i kno that if i stay mad at him, something could happen and then he is gona and i dont want that. i love my life and everyone in it. i hope that i will not dramatically change again. i am good the way it is right now.

ok i am done.
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