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Feb 07, 2005 22:52

so, i havent written in this thing in FOREVER!! kinda strange, i know. things have been good. ive met a lot of new people, im more outgoing, im trying my hardest to get in touch with people from my past.. its going ok i think.

i got a nice text message from Brit C. today, and that made me happy. i went to the movies with Jenn M. tonight, and that was awesome.

Marie and I are doing awesomely. if thats even a word. she's my best friend. i have 3 best friends.. she's number 1 though! Aaron is my other best friend, him and i have become so close. i love him like a brother! its one of them things where its weird if i dont talk to him for even a day. then there is Jason {lo}.. havent talked to him in a few days, but its ok. he is like the big brother i never ever had! i can talk to him about anything and he jsut makes me feel better about everything!

work is going great! im a waitress now instead of a sodajerk, so i can FINALLY start paying my parents back and paying my bills on time. im stoked for this upcoming summer because im going to make a lot of cash, on top of starting school, which im really excited about!

on to my love life. well, whats there to say about that?! Marie thinks im a player, and i guess in a way i am. but i just think im flirty. there is one guy though..his name is Caleb. i think he'll be around for awhile. when im around him, its like everything just stops. my heart beats fast and slow at the same time. and i just have butterflies non-stop. even if im not around him, and im just thinking about him, i feel like i have dinosaurs in my stomach. its a weird feeling for me because ive never felt like this before, ya know? its new and its scary, but im loving every minute of it.

alright, now that ive rambled and bored you all to death, im going to end this.

<3 <3
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