Nov 03, 2004 23:59
i wish i could explain whats running through my mind right now. but i cant.
i want to say so many things.
but i cant.
i wish i could tell everyone exactly how i feel.
but i cant.
somethings wrong with me. im depressed. maybe im bipolar???
im getting sick of pretending everything is awesome. its not. i mean, yea, i have fun with my friends. it's the alone part im not to good at. i hate being by myself. not even metaphorically speaking. i physically and literally hate being alone
whats wrong with me?