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Sep 20, 2017 06:21

Has anyone dealt with late ptsd?  I am a SA survivor from nearly 15 years ago.  The "anniversary" is coming up this week.  The 2nd, 5th, 10th never fazed me.  I usually didn't realize until after and thought how thankful I was that I didn't remember on the date.  For some reason this year it's haunting me.  A song, a smell, a phrase reminds me.  I don't know why.

I THOUGHT I WAS OVER THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY THE FUCK AM I REMINDED NOW???

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I don't want to obsess.  But I also know if this is bugging me now there's got to be a reason.

I guess I'm just worried that maybe I was never actually healed, no matter how much I tried to assure myself?
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