Sep 20, 2017 06:21
Has anyone dealt with late ptsd? I am a SA survivor from nearly 15 years ago. The "anniversary" is coming up this week. The 2nd, 5th, 10th never fazed me. I usually didn't realize until after and thought how thankful I was that I didn't remember on the date. For some reason this year it's haunting me. A song, a smell, a phrase reminds me. I don't know why.
I THOUGHT I WAS OVER THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY THE FUCK AM I REMINDED NOW???
Logic's 1-800-273-8255
Kesha's Praying
Trump's existence
I don't want to obsess. But I also know if this is bugging me now there's got to be a reason.
I guess I'm just worried that maybe I was never actually healed, no matter how much I tried to assure myself?