aep interview
the aforementioned is tomorrow and i have yet to prepare for it. i have been stewing at home for hours, and still am unable to churn out the personal statement i need. how hard can it get? i ask. but this isn't working. i am rambling on about anything but the things they want in the personal statement. i am suddenly made aware about how painful wanted work is. it inspires procrastination and is tedious because of the negative mindset that i am already mired in. perhaps when school starts, i will no longer feel the joy i feel in doing things and creating art of my own volition. it worries me.
i should be confident. i should be happy. i have half my foot in already. all i need to do is not come off as a boring prick during tomorrow's interview. so why am i so skittish and stuck for words? i quote the lack of experience in talking about my own art as the criminal, but i myself am unconvinced. but what i bemoan is the lack of quantity in my portfolio. and with regard to quality - i have my doubts.
one more thing: do i go in school uniform?
i should be confident. i should be happy. i have half my foot in already. all i need to do is not come off as a boring prick during tomorrow's interview. so why am i so skittish and stuck for words? i quote the lack of experience in talking about my own art as the criminal, but i myself am unconvinced. but what i bemoan is the lack of quantity in my portfolio. and with regard to quality - i have my doubts.
one more thing: do i go in school uniform?