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I don't know. I debated with myself over whether or not to use the internet to post what I feel, but it seems I haven't been able to express myself for a while. And that's exactly what blogs like LJ are for; created for the emotionally social, amicable, outspoken, attention-loving-craving-deserving people, or the emotionally constipated, self-pitying, contemplating, attention-loving-craving-deserving people.
Uh.
Nevermind.
I find it hard to put things to words nowadays. They just don't come as easily as the multitude of anonymous thoughts running through my mind. It's difficult finding that right way to demonstrate a point, convince the reader, influence others. Frankly, I think I'm just tired of trying to impose thoughts and opinions upon other people. I've never liked it. I've learned not to like bossing people around; it makes me feel overly possessive and stressed. But in the past year it has become absolutely necessary to do just that in order to succeed, attempt to fight the good fight, in some classes/assignments. Recently there's been pressure again from every which way telling me to take initiative over situations. It's tiring. So for now, this is as far as these words go.
Haha what a great waste of your time reading this. It's terribly vague. I'm sorry. :] Go do some good for yourself and exercise to make up for the precious seconds spent perusing this entry.
Oh yeah. I got a happy bunny shirt today. It's great. It says "wow, you're ugly." and has a giggling bunny on top. I want to watch the Catch-22 movie now that I've finished the book. Whee, that is all.
Uh.
Nevermind.
I find it hard to put things to words nowadays. They just don't come as easily as the multitude of anonymous thoughts running through my mind. It's difficult finding that right way to demonstrate a point, convince the reader, influence others. Frankly, I think I'm just tired of trying to impose thoughts and opinions upon other people. I've never liked it. I've learned not to like bossing people around; it makes me feel overly possessive and stressed. But in the past year it has become absolutely necessary to do just that in order to succeed, attempt to fight the good fight, in some classes/assignments. Recently there's been pressure again from every which way telling me to take initiative over situations. It's tiring. So for now, this is as far as these words go.
Haha what a great waste of your time reading this. It's terribly vague. I'm sorry. :] Go do some good for yourself and exercise to make up for the precious seconds spent perusing this entry.
Oh yeah. I got a happy bunny shirt today. It's great. It says "wow, you're ugly." and has a giggling bunny on top. I want to watch the Catch-22 movie now that I've finished the book. Whee, that is all.