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Okay... Sorry about that last entry. I'm not going to take it down because everything I said is how I really feel. But Samantha ended up going to the bathroom and I went into my room bawling and she came in and found me like shaking on the floor crying (I was on the floor because we have little sleeping mattresses down because some guys are coming to stay with us tonight/tomorrow and we're offering them our beds and we're sleeping on the floor) and I broke down and told her so much that I've never told anyone. And I feel a lot better. Tomorrow she's going to go to the bank with me and we're going to offer either my car or my part of the lease for collateral for a loan to pay for a plane ticket for Duncan. And then... yeah. I feel a lot better about things now. I appreciate Samantha so much. Much loves to you, Sam. <333 Thank you for letting me just bawl about everything.
And Justin--I do really need you to pay me back... if you read this. Again, it's not even ME that you need to pay back or that you and Dan really disrespected, but it was my mom.
And Justin--I do really need you to pay me back... if you read this. Again, it's not even ME that you need to pay back or that you and Dan really disrespected, but it was my mom.