I know no one will read this. No one ever reads the poems I post. =.= So. To save you the trouble, I'll post my little self-hate-issue poem last
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I read all of your entries, and read them completely. But I don't comment, because obviously I do nothing to make your life better, and only manage to make it worse. Despite the times I have commented, and tried to help you, I really don't care about you. Nope. Not at all. Yeap.
I try to talk to you AIM, but you never respond. The only way you've hurt me is by .. not talking to me. And drifting away. And continually saying that I hate you, when I care about you so fucking much. When I miss you like all hell. When I hear about how much you hate yourself, and how I just can't seem to do anything about it.
You shouldn't feel as though you can't compare when it comes to other's art, because you are truly amazing. The only reason you couldn't draw last night was because you were so worried about doing well.
I really do care about you .. but honestly .. it gets me mad when you won't believe it. When you believe that I'm like everyone else. Actually .. all of your friends care about you. Really. But it's just that you won't believe it. But you know it's true. Why can't you accept that we care about you?
Anyways. I'm just like everyone else. *Sigh* So i should stop complaining..
Don't stop "complaining". Don't keep things inside. No one is like anyone else, but everyone has things in common; we all need to vent. We all need to talk to someone. We all need to know that people care. In that way, and in that way only, are you like everybody else. Even if you think that others have "worse problems", if something is bad enough to get you upset then it is worth talking about it.
I try to talk to you AIM, but you never respond. The only way you've hurt me is by .. not talking to me. And drifting away. And continually saying that I hate you, when I care about you so fucking much. When I miss you like all hell. When I hear about how much you hate yourself, and how I just can't seem to do anything about it.
You shouldn't feel as though you can't compare when it comes to other's art, because you are truly amazing. The only reason you couldn't draw last night was because you were so worried about doing well.
I really do care about you .. but honestly .. it gets me mad when you won't believe it. When you believe that I'm like everyone else. Actually .. all of your friends care about you. Really. But it's just that you won't believe it. But you know it's true. Why can't you accept that we care about you?
I am always here for you.
I will always be here for you.
I miss you.
Ai shiteru zutto, katzchen.
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Don't stop "complaining". Don't keep things inside. No one is like anyone else, but everyone has things in common; we all need to vent. We all need to talk to someone. We all need to know that people care. In that way, and in that way only, are you like everybody else. Even if you think that others have "worse problems", if something is bad enough to get you upset then it is worth talking about it.
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