and the feeling continues...

[_palmtrees]

blah. i hate hate feeling this way. and it isn't anything related to "that time of the month". that's over. i'm homesick. and i don't know how to fix it. i'm a little afraid to go home because i'm scared that i won't want to come back to school. i guess maybe having someone from home come here every weekend wasn't the best thing for me to get adjusted to school. i haven't had one weekend when no one came up. not keith. not my parents. not my friends. and i won't be seeing anyone from home until thanksgiving. granted it isn't that long of a time before thanksgiving break but still.

i guess i'm just feeling alone. and lonely. even though i'm not. and then i start worrying that things are going on back home that i should know about. it's like a constant bad feeling in my gut. intuition i guess. and it usually seems to be right. i just never really paid attention to it before.

boo :\

math class. tata*