"The soul should always stand ajar, ready to welcome the ecstatic experience."
So yeah, I broke down and created some new iconses, precious. *twitch* Oh, wait, what.....what happened? Hm, anyway....
Drew and I had our first, kinda....I guess you could call it a negative experience in our relationship. I got upset about a bunch of things that happened Tuesday night when he and Jason came over, and he kind of overestimated how I would react to him getting a DWB. It was just a small misunderstanding of the other's feelings and intentions on both our parts. I had a bad night because of it, being upset and everything. It wasn't really at him, it was because of other issues that stemmed from the whole situation that happened. Ya know......past hurts and feelings. Sometimes those things are hard to let go of.
Anyway, the next day he came up to North Harris inbetween my Government and History class, and we talked through everything and explained ourselves. It's really different for me to be in a relationship were we talk about things like fucking adults without yelling....or clamming up and not addressing the issue. It's very refreshing, actually. It gives me more confidence that this relationship can work. I know that Michael and I never really had a fight we're there wasn't yelling, or trying to hurt the other person, or being critical of them, or just shutting up after a while and not talking at all. I understand that in any relationship problems are gonna come up, disagreements are going to happen...it's just fact, period. I accept that. But, I also know that a relationship can only work if you both agree to work out conflicts in the same way. Some couples need to yell and bicker--more volatile, some need to sit down and talk about it--validate each others perspective, other couples just try to control conflict by agreeing to disagree on a lot of issues. But, I think that whatever you do....you have to be with someone who deals with conflict the same way you do. Like, a person who's volatile during conflict can not be with someone who tries to control conflict. It just doesn't work. But, I think Drew and I are a little bit of all those things. We try to understand the other's point of view, we compromise on things (I'm personally BIG on this), we see each other as equals and have equal responsibility in the relationship, and we pick on each other a lot. This was a very encouraging moment though. I'm really happy we got through that without in changing our relationship with each other at all. I'm not sure how it feels about it, but I thought it was a good moment.
Uh yeah, last night......I squirted in my own face. What. The. Fuck? We were in the missionary position with my legs up over his shoulders, and I came really hard. All of sudden, I feel this wetness on the side of my face. I then realized that I had squirted from my pussy....up over unto the left side of the pillow I was laying on. I mean, I squirted A LOT! Holy shit, it was amazing.....funny as shit though. Drew and I were crackin' the fuck up! Got all in my hair and everything...
LOL, I held my hand over my pussy everytime I came after that. Shit, Aryn don't make the same mistake twice. :P
I also realized a few days ago, when I sat down to read erotica, that it doesn't do much for me anymore. My sex life is so much better than any of the erotica I read. Un-fucking-believable. Oh yeah, Drew and I have been together a month today.
Drew and I had our first, kinda....I guess you could call it a negative experience in our relationship. I got upset about a bunch of things that happened Tuesday night when he and Jason came over, and he kind of overestimated how I would react to him getting a DWB. It was just a small misunderstanding of the other's feelings and intentions on both our parts. I had a bad night because of it, being upset and everything. It wasn't really at him, it was because of other issues that stemmed from the whole situation that happened. Ya know......past hurts and feelings. Sometimes those things are hard to let go of.
Anyway, the next day he came up to North Harris inbetween my Government and History class, and we talked through everything and explained ourselves. It's really different for me to be in a relationship were we talk about things like fucking adults without yelling....or clamming up and not addressing the issue. It's very refreshing, actually. It gives me more confidence that this relationship can work. I know that Michael and I never really had a fight we're there wasn't yelling, or trying to hurt the other person, or being critical of them, or just shutting up after a while and not talking at all. I understand that in any relationship problems are gonna come up, disagreements are going to happen...it's just fact, period. I accept that. But, I also know that a relationship can only work if you both agree to work out conflicts in the same way. Some couples need to yell and bicker--more volatile, some need to sit down and talk about it--validate each others perspective, other couples just try to control conflict by agreeing to disagree on a lot of issues. But, I think that whatever you do....you have to be with someone who deals with conflict the same way you do. Like, a person who's volatile during conflict can not be with someone who tries to control conflict. It just doesn't work. But, I think Drew and I are a little bit of all those things. We try to understand the other's point of view, we compromise on things (I'm personally BIG on this), we see each other as equals and have equal responsibility in the relationship, and we pick on each other a lot. This was a very encouraging moment though. I'm really happy we got through that without in changing our relationship with each other at all. I'm not sure how it feels about it, but I thought it was a good moment.
Uh yeah, last night......I squirted in my own face. What. The. Fuck? We were in the missionary position with my legs up over his shoulders, and I came really hard. All of sudden, I feel this wetness on the side of my face. I then realized that I had squirted from my pussy....up over unto the left side of the pillow I was laying on. I mean, I squirted A LOT! Holy shit, it was amazing.....funny as shit though. Drew and I were crackin' the fuck up! Got all in my hair and everything...
LOL, I held my hand over my pussy everytime I came after that. Shit, Aryn don't make the same mistake twice. :P
I also realized a few days ago, when I sat down to read erotica, that it doesn't do much for me anymore. My sex life is so much better than any of the erotica I read. Un-fucking-believable. Oh yeah, Drew and I have been together a month today.