My Life As Of 3/18/06

[_paixamour_]

First of all, someone should tell me I've been putting "5" for the month of March, instead of "3." Anything else makes me look fucking crazy. I promise I'm not. What's crazy is that I noticed that at 1:40 in the fucking morning.

Secondly, I do believe I have a kidney infection. Constantly feeling like you have to pee, and trying to get some sleep but you can't because you feel if you relax you're gonna piss your pants? Yeah, fucking great.

Drew just left. He came by to check up on me. He said it was upsetting him to see me in pain and all that stuff. So, he came by.

He found the link to this journal, and might be reading it at some point. HI BABY!!

He, Redwood (April's boyfriend) and Jason also came by yesterday to help work on the roof. I was actually most impressed with Redwood, who came w/o even being asked. It's a damn shame he and April aren't compatible. He's a good kid. And, I have to say, having 3 hot, sweaty men working out in the sun for you means you're having a damn good day!

Anyway, my point is that Drew is beyond sweet. Close to being one of the best men I've ever known. Now that's a compliment. Absolutely mean it too.

OH YEAH! We are together now. We got together Monday (3/13/06). When a man calls you a "beautiful, amazing, absolutely stunning woman who's funny and smart with a great personality" and actually treats you as such a woman. Well, Aryn is not fucking stupid.

I am falling for him. I'm not even gonna lie. I'm trying to keep it in check though, because I'm not sure if it's safe yet. But, it is happening very slowly. Slow is good. I like slow. He told me tonight that it "weirded him out" how comfortable he was around me. LOL, which is an odd choice of words...but I'll fucking take it. It makes me very happy to know that he's comfortable around me. He also said that he's starting to "kinda" fall for me too. Which, sounds to me like he's trying not to fall fast. Which, I'm ok with that. Still, constant vigilance will continue to being observed for the time being.

Things seem to be turning out fablously great, however.

My Spring Break is almost over. One more day.....one more day. SON OF A BITCH!! ARGH!!!

Ok, yeah. Now, time to try to pee and then sleep. YAY!!