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Nov 05, 2006 16:16

wow, its been a while. i thought i forgot how to update this thing, but then i realized that i just havent updated since they changed the site, so it took me like half a minute to find it.
its been a good five months since i've updated, and i wont bother filling anyone in on those five months because they were hell for the most part. and plus, anyone who's reading this probably already knows about those past five months.

so i'll just fill you in on my life as it stands right now..
i currently feel like crap. i'm either getting sick, or my allergies are kicking in....either way i dont like it. especially since i havent had my allergy medicine in several months.
for the most part..life right now is frustrating. i've learned a lot about myself this semester. i've spent a great deal of time reflecting on many of my decisions of the past year, and how they're affecting me today. and i dont like it.

People are frustrating me a lot lately. Everyone seems to be really needy/ fickle/ depressed. Its not so much frustrating that they're that way...its mostly just frustrating because i feel like everyone is piling they're problems on me. as if i dont have enough of my own to deal with. and after this summer (which was a lot harder on me than i thought at the time) i hardly have the energy to help other people with their problems. Dealing with other people is just plain depressing for me lately. Especially since there always seems to be someone in my room, or someone knocking at my door, or someone calling/im-ing wanting me to hang out. Since I'm a huge introvert, i need a lot more alone time than the average person or i just go crazy. And thats been happening all semester. having my own room just seems useless...

Anyways, on a happier note, theres a new vending machine here in Glide-Crawford, and it contains gatorade. FRUIT PUNCH GATORADE!!! Since i've recently decided that i'm giving up diet coke for a while, this is a very exciting discovery. i'll just go back to being addicted to gatorade! horray!

i really love all my classes this semester..even though i complain about them all the time. I'm done with GenEd's, so I'm in all art class..and one education class. Basically i spend all my time drawing, painting, and sculpting. Art classes are so laid back, I love it! There are no tests, no papers, no due dates. Theres just projects that are randomly assigned throughout the semester and you basically just need to have them done by midterm and finals, which is absolutely perfect for a procrastinator like myself. ohhhh and also...i'm learning stained glass on the side. its very fun..so far. i've decided to do my directed studies in it...so my senior exhibit will be all stained glass...i'm super excited about that.

i also discovered that i have to go to grad school at some point. so i've been thinking about that a bit. Medlock said that its only like a year and a half in grad school to do art therapy. I've been really thinking about that...but then I heard that you have to double major in psychology...and i think its a little late to be adding another major. i've also been thinking about special education (which is the topic in my one education class i'm taking this semester). It seems very interesting and pretty fun. But i'm not really sure what the point would be in having a degree in art education and special education. whatever though, i'll figure that out some other time...i still have a few years.....sadly.

well this was long and boring enough....maybe i'll update again soon.
maybe.
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