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i think i need to start writing in this again.
but it probably won't last too long.
i miss just being happy all the time..everything is so messed up, i dont knowww.
california was gorgeous, it was a nice get away. and for once everyone didnt want to kill each other by the end of the trip..except maybe when i sang wild horses 24/7.
im worried about him.
youd think hed learn after what happened- or at least listen to us. i dont care what the medication does, you might want to freakin check it out.
and when i confided you about it, its probably not necessary to joke about it later. ugggh.
i think death is following me. seriously. maybe ill hide in a cave.
and you almost feel better
but, betters no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never bad enough
to just leave or give up
but, its never good enough to feel right.
i miss you.
but it probably won't last too long.
i miss just being happy all the time..everything is so messed up, i dont knowww.
california was gorgeous, it was a nice get away. and for once everyone didnt want to kill each other by the end of the trip..except maybe when i sang wild horses 24/7.
im worried about him.
youd think hed learn after what happened- or at least listen to us. i dont care what the medication does, you might want to freakin check it out.
and when i confided you about it, its probably not necessary to joke about it later. ugggh.
i think death is following me. seriously. maybe ill hide in a cave.
and you almost feel better
but, betters no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never bad enough
to just leave or give up
but, its never good enough to feel right.
i miss you.