♥

[_paintedgold]

i have all of these bad thoughts
swirling inside of my head.
and they all lead to one central good feeling,
that i don't ever want to leave.
but i don't think that you want to be here
and i don't think that you want to feel the way i do.
at least not about me.
and this is the last time i will be made the fool.
i want only one thing from you.
and to give it to me you have to give up something.
but i know you won't give that up.
so in the process,
you're giving me up.
you've made your choice.
and now you have no say.