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[_painted_queen_]

.............don't you hate it when the world is going your way and then it decides to slap you....

last night sucked...
i left my moms house again and i came here to feel just as unwelcome when my dad has his GF over

my mom called me a number of obscure adjectives...
they were all kinda true...but i really don't see her point

i didnt want to talk to my dad cause i kno he would just tell me the same

first time i felt unwelcome around him..

i wanted to go to pams but i stayed

i kno ive been demanding lately, and ive pushed, but i thought that i was supposed to
i mean ive been raised to fight for wat i believe

i believe i should go to california
i believe i should not have to be around my mom when she is drinking

man...my parents child care program blew up in their faces
ive been raised to think i am above my class, like i deserve the world

apparently i deserve watever i can get for free and be happy with it...

i need some patience...cause my parents need to figure out wat the hell they want from me
cause right now...everything i do is for me...and i dont see why it should be any different