Every day is just another step in the wrong direction.

[_paint_me_red_]

Do you know what i hate most about myself? The simple fact that only I can understand me. Sometimes i feel like there isnt a single soul out there in the world who can begin to understand what i feel and why i feel it... not even my best friends. Actually... i dont understand myself alot of the time so i guess relying on other people do so is pretty pointless.

I'd like to state that if things keep working out like this, i'm going to consider solitary confinement somewhere in the mountains.

There's just such an ugly void in my heart and nothing/no one seems to fill it.

I want to figure this out for myself. I NEED to know.

blegh.