--empty
--Oh me!! I think it is physically impossible for me to be strong. Why do I feel like this? It would be so much simpler for everyone if I would just get over all this and go on. Why is it so hard though!? Am I trying to prove that I can do it? Or do I really still have feelings? Whatever it is, I wish everything would just settle and be stable for awhile. Nothing seems to be stable now. School is going by so fast, and nothing seems to stick with anyone. Everyone, including myself, changes daily and I never know what to do. I hate it.
--The tryout didn't go as good as I hoped it would. I wasn't the worst there, but I wasn't the best either. I won't be expecting a scholarship from volleyball. Which I never was to begin with so I guess it really doesn't matter. After the tryout, I went to Louisville for my cousin's bday. Oh what fun. I slept most of the time I was up there. Got a prank call. It was kinda fun, bc I was in Louisville, and they said "I see you!" I just hung up, don't have time to waste on stupid people!!
--Well I'm off school tomorrow. I have to help mom clean because she has bunco Tuesday. I hate cleaning. I need to clean my room, but I'm too lazy!! I still haven't watched buffy even when I say on here I was going too. They have season seven out now. But I have to get through season six first.
--Well I'm going to my room and watch BUFFY, hopefully.
--paigenichole!*
three months couldn't come soon enough...for more than one reason!! xoxo
--The tryout didn't go as good as I hoped it would. I wasn't the worst there, but I wasn't the best either. I won't be expecting a scholarship from volleyball. Which I never was to begin with so I guess it really doesn't matter. After the tryout, I went to Louisville for my cousin's bday. Oh what fun. I slept most of the time I was up there. Got a prank call. It was kinda fun, bc I was in Louisville, and they said "I see you!" I just hung up, don't have time to waste on stupid people!!
--Well I'm off school tomorrow. I have to help mom clean because she has bunco Tuesday. I hate cleaning. I need to clean my room, but I'm too lazy!! I still haven't watched buffy even when I say on here I was going too. They have season seven out now. But I have to get through season six first.
--Well I'm going to my room and watch BUFFY, hopefully.
--paigenichole!*
three months couldn't come soon enough...for more than one reason!! xoxo