--one day closer to being gone!! yay!
--I have changed the layout on my journal. It took awhile, but I kinda like it. It's different and I'm getting to where different is good!! Just like college is going to be way different than anything I have experienced. I'm so excited and with each new day the more I want to get away and start over. Do you know good it's going to feel to be able to start all over again! No past to haunt me, no regrets to be rubbed in my face daily, it's going to be great!!! Can't wait!
--School was kinda boring again. Just another day to realize how stupid I was in the past and how bad I use to be at judging people. I was really naive at the being of the year. I would believe anything. I have learned though, that some people can take that look in their eyes, that sound in their voice, and that tingle in their touch. It amazes me how people can do that, maybe I should look into learn that too!! Oh well, I really don't want to be fake with people. I don't want to use people like some have me. It's a terrible feeling. It's like it all of sudden hits you, "I have been used!! I have been lied to, to my face!" But you live and learn. Just have to be more careful next time.
--Practice was pretty good today. We got to hit off the pitchers. I didn't strike out with is great for the first day!! Yay for me! I'm really excited bout this year. Three weeks till our first game. Maybe I'll have someone on the bleachers cheering for me before the seasons over. And if not my #1 man will be anyways at everygame... my daddy! i♥daddy! haha. It's amazing how much he loves to watch me. I know I will always have atleast two people at the game to see me and only me. my mommy and daddy!! haha I know, I'm a momma's baby and daddy's little girl. Just can't help it.
--I'm suppose to meet up with Emily later on tonight to play cards. I hope to have fun. I probably will, but just not the degree at which I wish for. Oh well, fun is fun. I went to Fiesta after practice today will Emily, Tara, Emillee, and Jess. It was good!! yum! Well I guess I need to go change clothes and get ready. Gonna go see if anyone is already out. Hopefully yes! Wish me luck tonight.
--School was kinda boring again. Just another day to realize how stupid I was in the past and how bad I use to be at judging people. I was really naive at the being of the year. I would believe anything. I have learned though, that some people can take that look in their eyes, that sound in their voice, and that tingle in their touch. It amazes me how people can do that, maybe I should look into learn that too!! Oh well, I really don't want to be fake with people. I don't want to use people like some have me. It's a terrible feeling. It's like it all of sudden hits you, "I have been used!! I have been lied to, to my face!" But you live and learn. Just have to be more careful next time.
--Practice was pretty good today. We got to hit off the pitchers. I didn't strike out with is great for the first day!! Yay for me! I'm really excited bout this year. Three weeks till our first game. Maybe I'll have someone on the bleachers cheering for me before the seasons over. And if not my #1 man will be anyways at everygame... my daddy! i♥daddy! haha. It's amazing how much he loves to watch me. I know I will always have atleast two people at the game to see me and only me. my mommy and daddy!! haha I know, I'm a momma's baby and daddy's little girl. Just can't help it.
--I'm suppose to meet up with Emily later on tonight to play cards. I hope to have fun. I probably will, but just not the degree at which I wish for. Oh well, fun is fun. I went to Fiesta after practice today will Emily, Tara, Emillee, and Jess. It was good!! yum! Well I guess I need to go change clothes and get ready. Gonna go see if anyone is already out. Hopefully yes! Wish me luck tonight.