Mar 07, 2005 18:20
--It’s been a long time since I last update, but I have been really busy with my portfolio and some other things .. Nothing really happened this weekend. Friday I went to Campbellsville with Emily and Nikki, where we went to Taco Bell, Mainstreet, and then to see HITCH. It was a very cute movie!! We saw Shawn and Reid on Mainstreet so we asked them to watch the movie with us .. and they did! After the movie we came back to the burg, to get my car at IGA only to find that someone had put stuff all over my car. Not that it made me mad or anything, I’m not going to waste my time getting mad over someone’s stupid actions!! Then had a nice conversation someone, and finally made it home. I finally realized the truth, well I guess it wasn’t really realizing because I already knew it, I guess it would be more of accepting it. Which is ok. It’s kinda like that question: “Which is better? A lie that brings a smile, or the truth that brings a tear?” I still haven’t decided which one is better. Although I do know the truth and it doesn’t really make me cry, I guess I just wish I was still naïve. But don’t guess you can be that way forever, or you will get screwed over so many times, and no one needs that. But its ok, it’s always nice to have something on the side for those lonely nights. *(if I have confused you .. good!! That’s always fun)*
--I think I have most of my portfolio done. I got my letter to the reviewer done last night, and I am very proud of it!! I wrote my poem sitting in the church pew, before the church service .. haha! So that one is done too, well until Ms. Ingram gives it back and tells me it’s terrible!! I turned everything in today to be read and ended up not having anything to do in the computer lab!! I was shocked. I think I will be able to turn everything in Friday with ease. Poor Crystal .. I thought she was going to have a mental break down today. She was so stressed over everything. It will all be over Friday. I vote we have a big “WE ARE DONE” party Monday in the English classes!!
--I’m beginning to be very excited bout college. I can’t wait to start life over, and head out into a whole new world. There is no telling what is waiting for me out there. I have come to realize there is no reason NOT to move on. I want to be “happy” again. Now don’t get me wrong I am not ‘un’happy, I just miss the “puppy love” happiness. I read this theory on someone’s blog and realized this was exactly how I felt too. Must be an universal thought!! Everyone needs alittle loving.. hehe