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He makes me so sick inside. I hate him so much. I hate no one but him. I hope he dies. I hope he dies by my hand. I want to feel his lifeless body in my hands by my hands. I want to bash his skull in with a lead pipe, I want to slit his throat, peel his fingernails from his fingers...god. I hate him.

I'm going out of my fucking mind....something's going to happen soon. Something not good. I can feel it with every bone in my body.