the l-word.

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i'm scared. i'm doing what i said i didn't, i wouldn't- caring so much about him, i mean. i can't phrase it any other way without completely terrifying myself.

and i haven't talked to him for weeks and i miss it. and i'm not sure how this started, but it's hard to stop the ball once it's rolling. and i wish that i could write in complete sentences without being vague, but that doesn't seem to be at the top of my agenda presently.

it's all happening? we'll see what happens.