hi
Happy belated Valentines Day for all those that celebrate it!
My day was pretty shit, not that i enjoy Vday anyway. Me and Lee had a big fight, i can barely remember what it was about, but i know he thinks i dont trust him. I think he knows now that i do, crying hysterically can be very persuasive.
He left last night and i still havent heard from him. Its a bit strange cus he always texts me when he gets home, which is only an hour and a bit up the road. I know that when he left he had very little battery, but he has a charger. I'm probably paranoid over nothing, i suppose it makes it worse when you had a fight earlier. I'm just worried, and i keep getting Justin Timberlakes new video in my head, where they have a fight, and she drives off, crashes and dies. Dramatic, me? Naw.
EDIT: Lee's fine, obviously. His phones broke and thats why he hasnt text or called, obviously. I had a really nice voicemail left on my phone from him telling me that hes not dead cus he knows i worry and that he loves me, obviously. I am ever so silly sometimes!
This past 5 days hasnt been the greatest. I feel like i'm being too clingy. I think he gets bored coming over here, cus we dont really do anything. I still dont have a job and its having the worst effect on me. And all i seem to do is cry lately.
My day was pretty shit, not that i enjoy Vday anyway. Me and Lee had a big fight, i can barely remember what it was about, but i know he thinks i dont trust him. I think he knows now that i do, crying hysterically can be very persuasive.
He left last night and i still havent heard from him. Its a bit strange cus he always texts me when he gets home, which is only an hour and a bit up the road. I know that when he left he had very little battery, but he has a charger. I'm probably paranoid over nothing, i suppose it makes it worse when you had a fight earlier. I'm just worried, and i keep getting Justin Timberlakes new video in my head, where they have a fight, and she drives off, crashes and dies. Dramatic, me? Naw.
EDIT: Lee's fine, obviously. His phones broke and thats why he hasnt text or called, obviously. I had a really nice voicemail left on my phone from him telling me that hes not dead cus he knows i worry and that he loves me, obviously. I am ever so silly sometimes!
This past 5 days hasnt been the greatest. I feel like i'm being too clingy. I think he gets bored coming over here, cus we dont really do anything. I still dont have a job and its having the worst effect on me. And all i seem to do is cry lately.