Damn..

[_over_the_edge_]

I dunno if im blowing this way outta proportion but im really upset. I wasnt allowed to go to Miami with Aaron and everyone for Hot Import Nights, then I was, but Cory (Aarons step-dad wouldnt let me) so I wasnt again, then Cory decides I can go and my mom says no, then 7:30 this morning my mom says I can. So im really happy, I get to spend the weekend in Miami with my baby looking at hot cars. Well then Cory decides he's not going, ok well, no biggie, until Ms.Terry, Kyle's mom, says I can't go because of the hotel or some stupid shit. I really don't think she had a right to say whether or not I could go, there was already a ticket and plans. We'd give her money for the hotel room even though Aaron and I would be on the floor. Doesnt matter now, im stuck here alone and miserable as fucking can be because theres not gonna be anything to do all weekend, I know everybody has plans already, hanging out with friends and shit and since I never hang out with them..I'll be here thinking about how much fun I woulda had with my baby in Miami. I hope he's having fun and he stays safe. I probably wont see him until late Sunday.

Ah, this is so gayyyyyy!!!!! I really worked myself up for this...so thats why im so let down and upset. I missed my dad's websites track day, I got yelled at a whole bunch and made my mom upset all so Ms.Terry could say I wasnt allowed to go at the last freakin' minute.

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