Jan 11, 2005 22:59
so for the last couple weeks i have felt like i still wanted...him...but after venting in last nights entry i woke up this morning i was acually happy for the first time in a while! then when i got to school i saw him from afar and...nothing happend! no butterflies, i didnt become sad or any of the other things that used to happen when i saw/thought of him. but now i think ive finally over it! my horoscope from today said "Have you been hiding your true feelings from behind a mask? Faking happiness is not the way to go today. Though it takes courage to open up, you'll feel so much better once you do. Schedule time for a heart-to-heart talk with the person you need to deal with." so i talked to him and now im good! im finally excited about the new year i have the feeling something good is going to happen! what? im not sure but something very very good!