Rockin' In St. Kittes
Becca's at work. until 2:30. then we're going to try to return my jacket and get the same one for fifty bucks cheaper. it's on sale now. i'm having a kick ass time. i reallly missed Becca a lot. it feels like normal, being together. like no time has passed really. and i guess, in two years, it really hasn't. we'll be best friends forever, no matter how much time we spend apart. tonight we're going to a party. that should be fun, although i can be shy at at times. i've almost ran out of money, and i don't know how that happened really. but it did, and somehow, i have a lot of new clothes from value village. damn. becca works there and got me half price everything. and still.... i'm broke. damn. new year's coming up. woa nelly! time is passing by to quickly. i'm not ready.
so, christmas was... nice. awkward maybe. it was just my mom, my stepdad, my brother and i. christmas eve i had a few beers with haley and the gang. christmas day we ate dinner at 3 pm. went back to haley's later that night and slept in the car all the way to peterborough. fell asleep in my clothes, probably in mid conversation on the couch, with the lights on, on stev's sweater, which, when yanked from underneath of me, i did not wake. beautiful day of boxing day shopping, and i must say, quite enjoyable. Haley and Stev, i love you guys! Thank you! i can't wait to come and visit you again, if you'll have me of course! anyway, then mummers drove me to the train station where i bumped in to my sister's friend kate. we jumped off the bus in pickering early so we could buy smokes. we just made the train in time, and i remembered that even the smallest of adventures are exhilirating. i need to take more chances, be more spontaneous. anyway, so, i met up with colin and mike and while they hung out, i passed out. and, then on the 27th, i caught a bus to st. catharines, and BAM! here i am!!! going home tomorrow. gonna watch hours and hours of television with Maddie. the L word season one... AND two!!! ohdearlordsaveme! it'll be fun. anyway, i think i might go have a nap, or go get ready or go read a book. something.
i didn't sleep much last night. i had bad dreams. it's kind of getting bad. i want them to go away. i want my sleep back.
so, christmas was... nice. awkward maybe. it was just my mom, my stepdad, my brother and i. christmas eve i had a few beers with haley and the gang. christmas day we ate dinner at 3 pm. went back to haley's later that night and slept in the car all the way to peterborough. fell asleep in my clothes, probably in mid conversation on the couch, with the lights on, on stev's sweater, which, when yanked from underneath of me, i did not wake. beautiful day of boxing day shopping, and i must say, quite enjoyable. Haley and Stev, i love you guys! Thank you! i can't wait to come and visit you again, if you'll have me of course! anyway, then mummers drove me to the train station where i bumped in to my sister's friend kate. we jumped off the bus in pickering early so we could buy smokes. we just made the train in time, and i remembered that even the smallest of adventures are exhilirating. i need to take more chances, be more spontaneous. anyway, so, i met up with colin and mike and while they hung out, i passed out. and, then on the 27th, i caught a bus to st. catharines, and BAM! here i am!!! going home tomorrow. gonna watch hours and hours of television with Maddie. the L word season one... AND two!!! ohdearlordsaveme! it'll be fun. anyway, i think i might go have a nap, or go get ready or go read a book. something.
i didn't sleep much last night. i had bad dreams. it's kind of getting bad. i want them to go away. i want my sleep back.