friday, the 13th!!
4-13-07..
senior skip day.
went to 1st period w/ difranco to do that stupid quiz, which i failed. there was a good 10 people there out of 30. hahah.
yeah, i was one of the cool kids that went to school! :)
..left after 1st to go meet up w/ the girls, and beach it.
breakfast, drop our cars off, beach.
i used tanning oil today. why?
I DO'NT KNOW! i used soooo much too!
took the cutest pictures at the beach.
hollered and THE APRON TOWEL! hahah, kimi.
tonight, was VARSITY cheerleading try-outs. ok, not gonna lie, it was probably the saddest moment for me. ms. b gave her infamous "senior speech" in the beginning, which i THOUGHT would make me cry, but didn't. so i thought everything was ok. when they announced the new squad for next year and captain.co-cap. i lost it! COMPLETELY. cried cried cried! shouldn't i be happy that i'm LEAVING highschool?
mrs. loehr talked about how in the next few weeks seniors are going to be happy one moment, sad the other..
she's crazy! i never beleive a word she says, but it's true. i could tell you countless times i wished i had already graduated and gotten the hell out of there! but then again, this is what i'm use to. it's like leaving family. i'm probably nevre going to talk to half of my friends after graduation, which makes me sooo upset bc i love them. I DO! i don't wanna just end things after highschool, no. what's really gonna happen AFTER highschool? sure, there's gainesville and COLLEGE..but we're starting over. no reputation or NOTHING. we're the freshman again.
ok, freshman year in highschool was by far my FAVORITE year. but COLLEGE! it's so scary! and i'm venting now bc i cried all the way home from try-outs. i didn't think it would be this emotional for me. i mean, WE'RE SENIORS! less than, what, 5 weeks and we're DONE! it's so scary! i honestly, don't know what to think. highschool is all i know. i've grown so much these past 4 years that it's unbelievable. and it really may not seem like it, but i can see the change from when i was a freshman..to now. everything is just coming into picture and it scares me.