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my thoughts are like a video wheel
flowing in and out of focus
all blurry
in slow motion
never making sense
12-16-08
I can see the cracking of your heart
when you dont even know its breaking
i build you up just to rip you down
so hard, so fast, so painful
and you dont see it coming at all
i blind you, i hide you
i am a monster
and its like i cant be tamed
its tough, so tough to restrain
it takes all my will power
and when its all used up
im unstoppable
at breaking hearts
and shattering hopes
I am the master of falsehood
and the destroyer of dreams
12-6-08 - Now I Know Why
youre only there
when its convient for you
i cant live like that
thats not what love is
not much has changed since August
i can never be first
or even top three
im curious of
do you even like me?
i need someone there
i need someone to
ACTUALLY CARE
ive given you time
and youve given me nothing
thanks for making me second best
or second to last
whatever
i cant do it
theres no one out there for me...
i need more
is that too much????
i cut you out of my skin
but youre so deep within me
Oct 9 2008
im the coyote
and youre my prey tonight
we're both lurking, lurking
in the night
there's you to choose from
and many more
youre the best that i can do
but somethings wrong with you
i cant quite place it
its only something i can take note of
--
im the puppeteer
and i tug you by a string
--
You see the gleam of my teeth
and you make an attempt to run away
then you falter
because you see that i just stay
you can see my contemplation
then i just decide
that im just not hungry
and turn the other way
flowing in and out of focus
all blurry
in slow motion
never making sense
12-16-08
I can see the cracking of your heart
when you dont even know its breaking
i build you up just to rip you down
so hard, so fast, so painful
and you dont see it coming at all
i blind you, i hide you
i am a monster
and its like i cant be tamed
its tough, so tough to restrain
it takes all my will power
and when its all used up
im unstoppable
at breaking hearts
and shattering hopes
I am the master of falsehood
and the destroyer of dreams
12-6-08 - Now I Know Why
youre only there
when its convient for you
i cant live like that
thats not what love is
not much has changed since August
i can never be first
or even top three
im curious of
do you even like me?
i need someone there
i need someone to
ACTUALLY CARE
ive given you time
and youve given me nothing
thanks for making me second best
or second to last
whatever
i cant do it
theres no one out there for me...
i need more
is that too much????
i cut you out of my skin
but youre so deep within me
Oct 9 2008
im the coyote
and youre my prey tonight
we're both lurking, lurking
in the night
there's you to choose from
and many more
youre the best that i can do
but somethings wrong with you
i cant quite place it
its only something i can take note of
--
im the puppeteer
and i tug you by a string
--
You see the gleam of my teeth
and you make an attempt to run away
then you falter
because you see that i just stay
you can see my contemplation
then i just decide
that im just not hungry
and turn the other way