Drama , drama & drama ?
yeah another entry that`s LONG over due people ! okay so last time i updated was like feburary and right now it's the middle of april . Okay so much has happened lately and i'm not going to type out and list every stinking thing that has happened , but i'll try to give you an idea of what has been happening . drama follows me everywhere man shit's been crazy . i don't know where to start actually .
right now im stuck on lockdown unfortunately . i'm supposed to get off this like in a week or so , i can't wait ! yes , things are bad for the family . i haven't talked to my mother in a month and she disowned me so whatever . ugh , this causes so much mental stress . so much shit went on but i don't tell & try to keep most if it to myself . if i tell you everything , there's still so much more . it's okay though because i try to keep my head up and act like nothing's wrong . the thing that matters most to me is that i feel happy & it's not happening . i'm a pro at acting happy infront of my friends and others . ahh i know it sounds like i'm bitching and moaning but i have to vent out some how .
yeah i'm still single . i'm a quitter i know , i let the drama win and refuse to get another boyfriend because of all this . the drama has actually died down since i've been single [ social drama ] . there are actually people i would be willing to go out with but i told them all "no" because i don't want to put them through all this shit and i'm not ready . Friends with benifits ? Naw , that thing causes too much problems too . That right one would come along eventually lol i need someone to help my sexual tension .. JK JK ;p Ahh but i'm just taking life one day at a time & trying to avoid that unnessesary drama.
as for my nerdyness , i got in that summer harvard program . i get paid $200 a week and i recieve a brand new free laptop that i get to keep . if i stay in the program for 2 more summers i get a scholarship [= . and to top it off you have to get good grades to get in . i knew my good grades would bring me S0MEWHERE . it starts july 17th and end august 18th . wow time flies fast doesn't it ? i guess that's it .. spring break ! woo those lucky people going to cancun & shit . haha . comment or something .
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right now im stuck on lockdown unfortunately . i'm supposed to get off this like in a week or so , i can't wait ! yes , things are bad for the family . i haven't talked to my mother in a month and she disowned me so whatever . ugh , this causes so much mental stress . so much shit went on but i don't tell & try to keep most if it to myself . if i tell you everything , there's still so much more . it's okay though because i try to keep my head up and act like nothing's wrong . the thing that matters most to me is that i feel happy & it's not happening . i'm a pro at acting happy infront of my friends and others . ahh i know it sounds like i'm bitching and moaning but i have to vent out some how .
yeah i'm still single . i'm a quitter i know , i let the drama win and refuse to get another boyfriend because of all this . the drama has actually died down since i've been single [ social drama ] . there are actually people i would be willing to go out with but i told them all "no" because i don't want to put them through all this shit and i'm not ready . Friends with benifits ? Naw , that thing causes too much problems too . That right one would come along eventually lol i need someone to help my sexual tension .. JK JK ;p Ahh but i'm just taking life one day at a time & trying to avoid that unnessesary drama.
as for my nerdyness , i got in that summer harvard program . i get paid $200 a week and i recieve a brand new free laptop that i get to keep . if i stay in the program for 2 more summers i get a scholarship [= . and to top it off you have to get good grades to get in . i knew my good grades would bring me S0MEWHERE . it starts july 17th and end august 18th . wow time flies fast doesn't it ? i guess that's it .. spring break ! woo those lucky people going to cancun & shit . haha . comment or something .
Pictures : http://photobucket.com/albums/v655/maverickmami617/
More Pictures : http://www.myspace.com/ambiiez
&& MORE pictures : http://www.t-mobilepictures.com/maverickmami617/