i think i'm broken
my brain is sloshing around in my head and it feels like mush.
And i left my cds at richmond, so i'm going to go nuts for another week without music.
Or four days, whatever.
Its funny, i slept on sunday- i realised i was really overtired when my eyes clicked back into focus and i realised id been speed sleeping, hallucinate-y dreams and stuff when i was meant to be awake- basically made it to bed and was unconscious straight away...
And of course when i woke up whatever was floating around my system was telling me most articulately that my artificial enthusiasm was still laying claim to the rest of me. At which point i remembered how much i hate sleeping sunday mornings cos when i wake up i'm bored out of my mind and most of my friends have gone home!
Its so disappointy.
So i had drinks at revolver. Oops! it thought going there was meant to convince me i hated the place. WRONG! i even got welcomed back... scary. There is something so wrong with being recognised at revolver six months after you've been much less almost a year since being a regular!
I wanna go back. But at the moment i just feel like i'm being made to pay for all the self abuse i've been doling out for the past month or 4.
And i left my cds at richmond, so i'm going to go nuts for another week without music.
Or four days, whatever.
Its funny, i slept on sunday- i realised i was really overtired when my eyes clicked back into focus and i realised id been speed sleeping, hallucinate-y dreams and stuff when i was meant to be awake- basically made it to bed and was unconscious straight away...
And of course when i woke up whatever was floating around my system was telling me most articulately that my artificial enthusiasm was still laying claim to the rest of me. At which point i remembered how much i hate sleeping sunday mornings cos when i wake up i'm bored out of my mind and most of my friends have gone home!
Its so disappointy.
So i had drinks at revolver. Oops! it thought going there was meant to convince me i hated the place. WRONG! i even got welcomed back... scary. There is something so wrong with being recognised at revolver six months after you've been much less almost a year since being a regular!
I wanna go back. But at the moment i just feel like i'm being made to pay for all the self abuse i've been doling out for the past month or 4.