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i feel like i'm very easily forgotten. i suppose i'm not needed to have a good time? twice this weekend i was suppose to hang out with friends and have a good time but both times what happened? "Oops sorry we forgot to call you." i guess its not really a big deal. i mean i would of liked to hang out with my old friends but then again i'm sure it would of been awkward so maybe it was for the best. but i just feel like i was actually trying to make an effort to hang out with friends and then no one remembers that i was going to hang out with them. i guess its my fault because i've been M.I.A for awhile. this weekend just wasn't a good weekend. this past week just hasn't been good. at all. whats wrong? i can't figure out why i'm always so low lately. i want things to change but i can't figure out how. its getting harder and harder as of late to keep my head up. i'll keep trying.
on a lighter note
Probably my top ten fav tbs songs...
1.BONUS MOSH PT II
2....slowdance on the inside
3.Great Romances of the 20th century
4. Timberwolves at New Jersey
5.One-Eighty By Summer
6.You Know How I Do
7.Spin
8.Swing
9.Where My Mouth Is
10.A Decade Under The Influence
probably the hardest list i have ever had to do. lol. i'm still iffy on it because i love pretty much all of tbs songs. ahh i still don't even know if this would be my top 10 list...ugh theres to many good songs. but here it is. and its not in order. except number 1.
so i read a book yesterday. "It's Kind Of A Funny Story"
it was really good. its about this guy who is just depressed. nothing major really happened in his life to trigger it hes just depressed and he ends up checking himself into a hopsital after thinking about commiting suicide. its not a depressing book at all though. I highly reccomend reading it. i went and bought a few more books today. i'm such a nerd. but i think reading make me feel just a little better. reading takes you into a entirely diffrent world. i love getting lost in books.
lol. i just read back what i wrote i'm so fucking boring. whatever its my livejournal. =]
on a lighter note
Probably my top ten fav tbs songs...
1.BONUS MOSH PT II
2....slowdance on the inside
3.Great Romances of the 20th century
4. Timberwolves at New Jersey
5.One-Eighty By Summer
6.You Know How I Do
7.Spin
8.Swing
9.Where My Mouth Is
10.A Decade Under The Influence
probably the hardest list i have ever had to do. lol. i'm still iffy on it because i love pretty much all of tbs songs. ahh i still don't even know if this would be my top 10 list...ugh theres to many good songs. but here it is. and its not in order. except number 1.
so i read a book yesterday. "It's Kind Of A Funny Story"
it was really good. its about this guy who is just depressed. nothing major really happened in his life to trigger it hes just depressed and he ends up checking himself into a hopsital after thinking about commiting suicide. its not a depressing book at all though. I highly reccomend reading it. i went and bought a few more books today. i'm such a nerd. but i think reading make me feel just a little better. reading takes you into a entirely diffrent world. i love getting lost in books.
lol. i just read back what i wrote i'm so fucking boring. whatever its my livejournal. =]