Dec 20, 2004 16:32
two times over, I'm trippin'.
first of all, I have maxed myself out again. and I don't even know how that was possible, because I went thrifty with most of my gifts this year and made a lot of stuff. but I just got to school from the post office, and it turns out I've now spent over $300 this year. I don't know how it happened. I think I have a problem. so that means I cannot spend any more money. yet I still have more gifts to give and get -- for family and friends.
second of all, I think last friday was the first and only day I was really near getting into a serious fight with someone. and rest assured, I would've won. gotten bloody, but "preppy" and "girly" sides aside, I would've squashed both girls. and what was really frustrating was that it was over petty stuff and bullshit, and they were two people I generally considered "friends." but I went home and relaxed this weekend because I knew I wasn't in the wrong and I got the fuck over it. I came to school and saw one of the girls and really pleasantly said, "hi!" and she gave me this disgusted look and stormed off. much in the same way she did on friday, only on friday I almost made her cry (by doing nothing, I might add).
anyway. these next few days are a waste of time. eleven teachers didn't show up. bet you even fewer are coming tomorrow.