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and people don't get why I'm fucking stressed out all the time. yesterday my mother fell in the hotel she's staying in during her business trip to florida, and now I have to break to my dad that I don't want to spend christmas day with him, I'd rather be with mom and then come up the day after. frankly, I'm over the divorce shit, or at least done with crying about it. for now. only occasionally nowadays. but this back and forth stuff . . . I am so insanely stressed about hurting either one's feelings . . . I don't know. school and sitting through the poetry workshop today with people randomly cheering at superficial and fake bullshit didn't help.
I have a headache.
I have a headache.